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63168) I cried when I calculated my BMI.
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63171) I thought loosing weight would make me happy. I thought starving would make me skinny. I thought binging would make me feel better. I thought purging would take away my anxiety. I thought smoking would supress my appetite. I thought cutting would take away my pain. I thought weed would take me somewhere else.. But deep down I knew I was wrong all along.
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63174) Do NOT ever ask me “What are you eating?”
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63179) I feel horrible when I eat. And I feel horrible when I don’t eat. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I just feel horrible.
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63181) Sometimes I wish I was a drug addict so I would be skinny, how sad is that.
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63182) My boyfriend said he would break up with me if I got any skinnier, so I debated on breaking up with him. I didn’t do it. But still how sad that I would rather be skinny than with the man I love.
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63184) My boyfriend sent a picture of himself to me the other day. He was in a familiar shirt, and I noticed it looked like he’d put on weight. I felt fear rush through me. I hate that I’m judging his body now, too. It’s not fair. He doesn’t deserve that.
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63187) My sister thinks I am the worst liar, but actually I’m pretty good.
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63197) Before he knew about my bulimia, my boyfriend told me, “You look good, but you’d look better if you keep up the running”. Now that he knows, he just tells me that I’m gorgeous and that he loves my body exactly as it is. Liar.
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63204) If I had my own bathroom everything would be easier.
